Final...

Final Exam.. 

Final (Last) Paper.. 

Final Sem..

yes, Final Year..

25/06/2015.. finally, officially ended.. exam paper terakhir and yet, paper paling susah n killer spanjang sy blajar.. dari tadika sampai penghujung degree ni, that’s the hardest exam..

Perasaan tamat belajar..? …. Kosong?.. feel so empty.. jujur, sy agak sedih…? 

Apakah? Sy bangun pagi n tengok nota, “oh.. yg ni macam bagus kalo sy tahu n baca..” pastu tersedar.. “eh, paper xda lagi.."

“nobody is going to ask me this", at least for some more weeks before interview (kalo ada, insyaAllah).. y am I bother looking.. curiosity? maybe.. maybe that’s the answer..

Sy harap dapat kerja cepat.. supaya dapat isi rasa kosong ni.. dapat terus berfikir.. memerah otak selesaikan masalah.. sy suka mcm tu.. walaupun penat, makan pun kadang2 xsempat.. walaupn hari2 dgn minyak cap kapak.. tp, it feels so good.. pleasured..

Hmm.. whatever.. esok insyaAllah Hard Bound Thesis sy akan siap.. akan pg amik esok.. later.. sy post..  

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Most Invisible.....

Most Invisible.. 

Gift..

Sebelum sebut winner anugerah tu (should I be happy or sad?), kawan2 semeja dengan sy dah senyum2 towards me.. ish3..

Group B batch Ex-Matrik/STPM 2010/2011, FKAAS 

Adoi.. tp.. u people still at least remember my name, remember me kan utk tulis/vote nama sy utk anugerah tu.. then I’m not too invisible rasanya………… atau people xingat pun nama sy then noted me as “yg kwn Umi”, “yg slalu dengan Ket”?? T-T

oh, untuk info semua.. selepas bentang FYP hari tu, batch kami, Ex-Matrik/STPM 2010/2011 ada buat dinner dekat satu hotel di Batu Pahat.. just a simple one; makan2, persembahan group2 n video montaj..

anyway.. lebih kurang 2 minggu lagi sy dekat sini, Parit Raja.. sy.. rasa kena pegi study dulu.. 

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FYP2 presentation.. [How does it feels?]

Final sem,
Final year,
Bye2 UTHM,
Jumpa Oktober..

ek?..

alhamdulillah.. never thought that I'll come this far.. konon.. haha..

so how does it feel? selesai bentang FYP2.. is this the end? just this? sy sependapat dengan 1 of my most respected lecturers.. this is just the beginning..

Petikan FB post my lecturer..
ps: Font FB sy memang macam tu..

Pengalaman bentang? baru jap tadi SV PSM tanya tentang ni dekat group whatsapp.. how can I really summarize them into shorter words? Terrifying, Grateful, Sad, Happy, Feels easy, responsibility, etc..

Terrifying - It's just not me.. to comfortably speak in front of others..
Grateful - For the kind panel (whom I thought to be fierce; I even dreamt of answering his call, just to be scolded, bcoz my work is wrong..)
Sad - bcoz I think I can do better..
Happy - Bcoz I did it.. no matter how stuttered I am..
Feels easy - not really.. until the full bound report submission, I won't..
Responsibility - ok, there'll be no presentations anymore.. the panels won't know if we have corrected our report in accordance to what they'd told us.. but, I'm sure its my responsibility to correct them..

Regret? - eobseo yo~ there's nothing to.. bcoz there's many other things i need to think of.. and I believe each thing (good or bad) has its own benefits..

Mixed feeling.. anyway, its a good, great, satisfying experience..

* ini utk part "Feeling" sja.. if I'm free, will post more on the technical aspect.. rehat dulu..

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