Stepping Forward..

Ok.. first of all, Alhamdulillah.. dengan izinNya, sy dapat jugak tamatkan my Civil Engineering study dekat 4 tahun di UTHM; officially graduate dlm Konvokesyen UTHM ke – 15 (4/10/2015).. and.. suppose sy share my experience berkonvo, as I promised my family.. haha.. still in making, banyak benda kena tulis..

Sekarang sy share about my thoughts dulu; future plans..

So… Alhamdulillah again.. just on my second interview, I was accepted in one of design and renovation company di Sabah.. percubaan in 3 months; lets just see n hope I’ll do well.. haha.. n I’ll be starting..… tomorrow.. yes, at 9pm.. 5/11/2015..

Ok.. company yg sy bakal involved in ni is basically yg buat furniture utk office/rumah.. still, they got their engineering department in which is responsible utk ensure their product is good (usable and technically safe).. but since I am a newbie, probably sy akan masuk bhgn procurement.. still, they say because every1 is important (it is a quite small company), every1 will also involve in everything that goes around the company.. 

To be specific, this company is actually an interior design company and I hope to grow my interest in here.. haha.. sy sure interior design is also very much related to construction and architecture which I really looking forward as my career… huhuhu.. why? Yg tu I’ll tell next time I guess, when I really suits myself being a newbie in this real working environment.. heee..

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Final...

Final Exam.. 

Final (Last) Paper.. 

Final Sem..

yes, Final Year..

25/06/2015.. finally, officially ended.. exam paper terakhir and yet, paper paling susah n killer spanjang sy blajar.. dari tadika sampai penghujung degree ni, that’s the hardest exam..

Perasaan tamat belajar..? …. Kosong?.. feel so empty.. jujur, sy agak sedih…? 

Apakah? Sy bangun pagi n tengok nota, “oh.. yg ni macam bagus kalo sy tahu n baca..” pastu tersedar.. “eh, paper xda lagi.."

“nobody is going to ask me this", at least for some more weeks before interview (kalo ada, insyaAllah).. y am I bother looking.. curiosity? maybe.. maybe that’s the answer..

Sy harap dapat kerja cepat.. supaya dapat isi rasa kosong ni.. dapat terus berfikir.. memerah otak selesaikan masalah.. sy suka mcm tu.. walaupun penat, makan pun kadang2 xsempat.. walaupn hari2 dgn minyak cap kapak.. tp, it feels so good.. pleasured..

Hmm.. whatever.. esok insyaAllah Hard Bound Thesis sy akan siap.. akan pg amik esok.. later.. sy post..  

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Most Invisible.....

Most Invisible.. 

Gift..

Sebelum sebut winner anugerah tu (should I be happy or sad?), kawan2 semeja dengan sy dah senyum2 towards me.. ish3..

Group B batch Ex-Matrik/STPM 2010/2011, FKAAS 

Adoi.. tp.. u people still at least remember my name, remember me kan utk tulis/vote nama sy utk anugerah tu.. then I’m not too invisible rasanya………… atau people xingat pun nama sy then noted me as “yg kwn Umi”, “yg slalu dengan Ket”?? T-T

oh, untuk info semua.. selepas bentang FYP hari tu, batch kami, Ex-Matrik/STPM 2010/2011 ada buat dinner dekat satu hotel di Batu Pahat.. just a simple one; makan2, persembahan group2 n video montaj..

anyway.. lebih kurang 2 minggu lagi sy dekat sini, Parit Raja.. sy.. rasa kena pegi study dulu.. 

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FYP2 presentation.. [How does it feels?]

Final sem,
Final year,
Bye2 UTHM,
Jumpa Oktober..

ek?..

alhamdulillah.. never thought that I'll come this far.. konon.. haha..

so how does it feel? selesai bentang FYP2.. is this the end? just this? sy sependapat dengan 1 of my most respected lecturers.. this is just the beginning..

Petikan FB post my lecturer..
ps: Font FB sy memang macam tu..

Pengalaman bentang? baru jap tadi SV PSM tanya tentang ni dekat group whatsapp.. how can I really summarize them into shorter words? Terrifying, Grateful, Sad, Happy, Feels easy, responsibility, etc..

Terrifying - It's just not me.. to comfortably speak in front of others..
Grateful - For the kind panel (whom I thought to be fierce; I even dreamt of answering his call, just to be scolded, bcoz my work is wrong..)
Sad - bcoz I think I can do better..
Happy - Bcoz I did it.. no matter how stuttered I am..
Feels easy - not really.. until the full bound report submission, I won't..
Responsibility - ok, there'll be no presentations anymore.. the panels won't know if we have corrected our report in accordance to what they'd told us.. but, I'm sure its my responsibility to correct them..

Regret? - eobseo yo~ there's nothing to.. bcoz there's many other things i need to think of.. and I believe each thing (good or bad) has its own benefits..

Mixed feeling.. anyway, its a good, great, satisfying experience..

* ini utk part "Feeling" sja.. if I'm free, will post more on the technical aspect.. rehat dulu..

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Happy Teachers Day~ 160515

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Happy Teacher’s Day..

Pada smua my teachers who won’t be reading this,

Pada makcik2, pakcik2, saudara mara sy.. uh, byk pla cikgu dlm family..

Pada cikgu Tadika Kemas Gentisan.. sy ingat lagi kmi panggil Cikgu Gemuk.. mmg cgu minta panggil cmtu.. (1998)

Pada cikgu2 SK Melawa Telipok.. (1999-2004) To say few names, cgu Chong, cgu Suraya, cgu Zelen, cgu Kamisin dan yg lain2..

Pada cgu SMK Tebobon.. (2005-2006) Ustzh Ruzilawati, cgu Mak, cgu Othman Berindi, cgu Sabrina, ustz Faizal dan lain2..

Pada cgu SMK Pekan.. (2007-2009) cgu Rabasia (if not mistaken, maaf2.. but cgu is nice).. cgu 

Zaini, ustzh Rosnani, ustzh uhuk3 (mana Farizah.. Ustzh Mazmin.. sorry).. dan lain2..

Pada pensyarah2 Kolej Matrikulasi Labuan.. (2010-2011).. lecturer Bio (adui.. really lupa nama.. but she’s really good), Mr. Iskandar, Mr. Aizamin dan lain2..

Pada pensyarah2 UTHM.. (2011 – sekarang).. my ex PA, current PA; Puan Norhayati Abdul Ghaffar, FYP supervisor; PM Dr. Lokman Hakim, en Rahmat, Dr. Suliadi, PM IR Azizan, lecturer subjek Jepun; En. Rosmahalil, coach Tae Kwon Do n others..

Xlupa jgk ‘lecturer’ tempat LI sy.. sv; Puan Seri, Mr Lim, Kak Wani, En Gaffar, En Zain, Pn Diana, En Awang.. n lain2.. tgkt 9..

Utk cgu spanjang hayat sy mama n ayah..

Utk sapa2 yg pernah ajar sy erti hidup.. pemandu bas, pemandu teksi, auntie2 n kakak2 cleaner Apot Senai n UTHM, peniaga, pembeli yg pernah berurusan dgn sy.. every1..

Terima kasih semua.. sebab smua la sy di sini skarang.. specifically sedang buat Final Year Project.. mggu depan submit.. ish3.. T-T

Ok2.. kena sambung kerja.. from the bottom of my heart, Selamat Hari Guru..

# oh jugak.. org oversea yg ajar sy dari jarak jauh.. my thoughts, behaviour, positive thinking.. mr. David Archuleta..

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Kenapa Selesa Buat Dosa?

Ihsan.. 

Mungkinkah..

Kalau diberi hayat ini pada mereka yg sudah pun meninggalkan dunia..

Setiap saat akan diguna atas jalan Allah?..

Sebab kita belum rasa.. yg itu.. 

Atau pandang remeh..

Setakat yg ni, yg tu.. 

Takkan dah kira dosa?

Atau tahu dosa, tp buat2 xtahu..

Bagi pelbagai alasan..

Persoalan....

Berani kah kita bagi alasan depan Pencipta nanti?

Sy slalu nampak: 

Ber2-2an antara ... (u know sendiri).. Jujur.. sy cukup respect dgn org yg approach some1's family rather than terus suka2 bwa kuar kwn tu.. mcm tu la cara seeloknya utk kenal.. proud to my aunts, my uncles, some of my friends.. atau.. yg setia, memang tengok drg pun fikir, "..mudahkanlah mereka."

Ngumpat.. lagi orang tu nampak low depan orang lain, lagilah dia suka.. depan kawan A, dia cakap pasal kawan B.. depan kawan B, cakap tentang kawan A pla.. sekali A dan B jumpa? they might not see, hear.. but He does..

"Siapa yang melihat kemungkaran hendaklah dia mengubahnya (taghyir) dengan tangan, jika tidak mampu hendaklah mengubahnya dengan lidah, jika tidak mampu hendaklah dia mengubahnya dengan hati, dan yang demikian itu adalah selemah-lemah iman." (Hadis Riwayat Muslim)

sy minta maaf.. dipersoalkan di kemudian waktu, ini salah satu usaha kecil sy.. sy pun muhasabah jugak ni.. siapa la sy? bkn ustzh.. bkn orang paling alim.. bkn org paling baik dalam dunia..

tq n sorry lg..

p.s   : org yg post (fb pic) ni is junior sekolah.. 

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Final Year, Final Sem, oh PSM~

hmmm~~ apakah.. lebih kurang 8minggu lagi.. I'm going to step out from this UTHM.. insyaAllah, if xda fail paper..

subjek elektif sem ni..
- Geosintetik
- Urban Stormwater Management
- Building Service I

subjek wajib..
- OSHA

+ Projek Sarjana Muda (PSM) 2..

ada 4 kelas saja dalam seminggu.. haha.. sangat banyak masa terluang memikirkan masa depan..

8weeks more.. what am I going to do?
will i get good job?
job yg related ngan pbelajaran 4tahun sini?
civil engineer? structural? consultant? contractor? oh......

apapun.. something.. yg bleh buat sy happy.. xterbeban..
when i say 'happy'.. didnt mean yg senang.. sitting all day will be boring..
I'd rather be busy.. but still have time ngan famili..

hhhhhmmmmmm~~~~

tp sekarang.. kena siapkan PSM dulu.. haha...

# sambil dgr Jung Seung Hwan (singer yang one of a kind; mcm Mr. Archuleta)

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